fapnapkin:

liking someone who probably doesn’t like you back
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liking someone whose obviously too good for you
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liking someone and feeling like nothing but an annoying piece of shit to them
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liking someone
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(Source: mangascum)

hoodedbunny:

lanseauxkanata:

“I am glad that I made myself clear,eh.” Matthew shrugged, still wearing a grin on his face. He lie down on his bed and rolled over. “—and don’t worry Gil. I get that you may start to be wary of me now, but I am not a party animal who just have sex with anybody eh. I wouldn’t dare to crawl in your bed as well.”

“For now basics is enough for you…But if you ever lost your V-card, come to me I’ll teach you something more high level.” he stated like he was only suggesting a video game.  , 

“Suuure, we’re still bros. Buds. Pals. Amigos. Bffsies. Whatever you want to call it.” Now if only that innocent face of yours would stop saying pornographic things. Gilbert shrugged, trying hard to push the thoughts away. Matthew was pretty chill about this, and here he was, internally freaking out. 

“…right, I’ll definitely tell you right away.” He said sarcastically while he ignored the offer given to him. “With a summary report of what happened, do you want a powerpoint presentation?”

“Powerpoint is old school, how about a video? Set up a hidden camera and take a good angle..” he joked, to add more to Gilbert’s internal terror. Sometimes he feels evil enough to tease the albino as a revenge for drying up his stocks of maple syrup and asking him to make pancakes whenever he feels like it. He was restraining a maniacal laugh to get out, Gilbert will probably freak out at his suggestion.

“I’ve already seen your butt so.. make a romantic angle without flagging your butt in the camera.” he added, he wasn’t intended to sound like a voyeur but it seemed so much more like it. But it all honesty, he wasn’t interested in someone’s sex life other than Gilbert..

orgoglio-meridionale:

lanseauxkanata:

“Qui, that’s my pet.. I’m sorry did he startled you?” he was sure that Kumajiro startled the brunette just basing from his expression. It wasn’t new to him, but nevertheless, it was actually unusual that someone like him is keeping a polar bear as a pet, not to mention that he’s bringing it with him at school. “It was prohibited..but no one have noticed it yet…unless you’ll tell someone about it. He’s harmless…don’t worry.” he assured the brunette, because in actuality Kumajiji is just a lazy polar bear.

Lovino just stared at the furry creature in front of him, not really sure what to think. Who would have thought he’d ever see a real life polar bear in school? A domesticated one at that. “No one… has noticed it yet?” How could anyone not notice a polar bear, of all things?! Are the people in this school blind or something? Well, at least it was harmless; it did seem that way. Actually, it looked like it was pretty lazy. “Err, if you say so then. Oh, um. I’m Lovino, by the way.”

“As a matter of fact,yes, no one had. Some people noticed it but they leave it at that, Kumajiji won’t hurt anyone.” said Matthew, he was proud that he trained his pet to be harmless not to mention that his polar bear speaks, for some reason even him couldn’t understand.” Hi Lovino, I am Matthew Williams, junior.. what grade are you?” he’s been curious to ask him because he seemed to be a new face. It won’t hurt his curiousity if he had to.

shycanadian:

lanseauxkanata:

Yes, that was he expected from one of Mr. Beilschimidt students, he frightens his student for some reason that he emanates a scary aura around his student. Although, it was the thing the first attract Matthew to him. He brushed off the thoughts about Johann Beilschimidt, he was more eager to help Maddie in her study to think about his history teacher. “Mr, Beilschimidt can be frightening, I know that most of the students calls him Hitler, and he’s German. It suited,eh?” he joked ,although his heart sank at his own joke. ” You can ask me instead, Mr. Beilschimidt is busy planting his plants.. also his garden is rumored to be a cemetery for slackers students.” like him, intentionally though. He was lucky that Mr. Beilschimidt didn’t bury him yet at his garden. But it’s not his intention to frighten Maddie, he was merely making jokes so he could endure the pain that includes his history teacher. He masked a wide smile to hide the bitterness, he just hoped Maddie won’t notice anything.”—also those history dates are easy to memorize when defines in a shortest term, I’ll make it easier for you.”

But when Maddie, mentioned  maple syrup  to him Matthew immediately look back at her, fascinated. “Wow..yes you are right Canadian maple syrup is the best I always store some bottles in my room for my pancakes. Even those syrup from Vermont can’t rival the real Canadian maple syrup!” he beamed, and the sudden gush of excitement rouse from him. He was suspecting that Maddie is a Canadian from the beginning,but this when his suspicion actually became reality, he must be sure. “Are you by any chance a Canadian?” Matthew asked, he was 99.9 percent sure but he would like to hear it from Maddie.

Pausing, Maddie carefully looked up at Matthew. She wasn’t sure why, but he seemed…off…all of a sudden. Something wasn’t quite right. Not sure where the sudden change came from, Maddie decided to stop talking about history and teachers and what not to hopefully ease the tension she could see sneaking across his face. One of the plus sides of always being ignored was that Maddie did a lot of people watching, so sometimes she could pick up on things others couldn’t. Maddie sighed to herself, of course there were also times when she completely missed things since social interaction wasn’t something she did a lot of. “Thanks again for all your help.” She muttered, ready to change the subject.

Then Matthew started talking about maple syrup and Maddie was captivated. She couldn’t help but grin, glad that someone else understood the wonders of maple syrup. “I keep bottles in my room too! In fact, you’re probably going to laugh at me but…” trailing off with a light blush, Maddie carefully reached her good hand into her purse. After some digging, she made a little ‘ah-ha!’ sound, and pulled out a travel sized container of syrup. Her blush darkened as she awkwardly laughed at herself. “I always carry a small bottle around, just in case. Pathetic I know, but I can’t help it.” Tucking the bottle back in her bag, Maddie sped up a couple steps to catch up to Matthew since she had to slow down earlier while searching her bag. Tilting her head to the side, Maddie sheepishly grinned when Matthew asked about Canada. “Did the maple syrup give me away?” She laughed, pushing some hair behind her ear. “It’s true, 100% Canadian right here.”

The talked about Maple syrup made Matthew hyped and it was sure a huge surprise that he’s not the only one who keeps a bottle of maple syrup with him. When Maddie showed her own bottle, Matthew grinned widely at her, tantalized at her bottle. Okay, he must admit that Maddie pawned him, shyly he drew a small bottle of maple syrup from his back pocket. “uhm.. you are not the only one who carries them around.. I carry a bottle too but it’s not as big as yours.” because he keeps the bigger ones on his room, hiding it carefully from his maple syrup fanatic roommate. He knows that this is supposed to be an awkward conversation but he found himself enjoying the awkward chat but didn’t feel awkward at all. Maddie is a natural, he sometimes got awkward with girls especially those type who always date around with his hockey mates. He thought that maybe it’s okay to throw those shyness away, Maddie could completely understand his addiction to maple syrup..and who knows..perhaps his addiction in hockey too. 

His face lit up in joy when he found out that his suspicion is correct, Maddie is also Canadian. It feels like he won a lottery from a ticket that he picked accidentally in a dark alley. “Haha! Now this is the real surprise!” he exclaimed and reaches for Maddie’s shoulder with his free hand. “Surprise, surprise! we are both Canadian! I hailed from Quebec but grew up in Ontario. I haven’t met any Canadian here ever since I studied here.” he would dare say that luckily enough it is a ‘very pretty girl”.. He wouldn’t know how Maddie would react to it…but internally he wanted to see her reaction. This may quite fast but he seems beginning to like Maddie…although he decided to keep it for a while. He wants to know her more…that was always his first step knowing someone more.

hoodedbunny:

lanseauxkanata:

“Do you even know where the hot spots is? Neck is one but there are several others who could give intense pleasure when making love..or making out.” He adjusted his glasses and sits properly in his bed, and look intently at Gilbert,the kind of look you give to your dumbstruck student not your  best friend who shifts awkwardly while listening to the explicit teachings that you are saying.

“The basic ones are neck, ear, scalp„fingers and back bone…especially the backbone could be an erogenous zone too. If you caressed your lover’s back repeatedly, in the right spot, he will submit to you in no time..or like drawing circles on his back while kissing.” he crosses his arms and raised a brow at Gil’s question,”—I think you are talking about the stray hair,like this?” he points at his own ahoge,”—yes, hair curls like this could be an erogenous zone when pulled , this is one of my erogenous zone…But.. I must warn you, in case you’d be curious and try to pull my curl. I jump anyone when I’m aroused and my tongue is not only talented for speaking ******* words. It could be talented in other things too, like making you feel good when you least expected it. Now I hope we are clear Gilbert.” Matthew has took his precautions and warned Gilbert, because knowing his vast curiousity he might jump him and pull his curl. 

Again, he listen attentively, like how a diligent student would in class. His attention immediately increased at the mention of a hair curl being a possible erogenous zone. Maybe that curl of his— nah… Maybe? He shrugged it off and instead decided to glare at his roommate. “Hell no!”

“After saying all this stuff and seeing your collection, going near you is too impossible, man. And so is pulling that curl, curious or not!” He huffed at that, admittedly curious but he wouldn’t dare try it out on the canadian. He was dangerous.

“I am glad that I made myself clear,eh.” Matthew shrugged, still wearing a grin on his face. He lie down on his bed and rolled over. “—and don’t worry Gil. I get that you may start to be wary of me now, but I am not a party animal who just have sex with anybody eh. I wouldn’t dare to crawl in your bed as well.”

“For now basics is enough for you…But if you ever lost your V-card, come to me I’ll teach you something more high level.” he stated like he was only suggesting a video game.  , 

shycanadian:

lanseauxkanata:

He wasn’t quite recovered from all the flustering yet, but somehow it manage to submerge in due time, clearing his throat Matthew got all the information he needed. “So you have the same exam date as I am? We could  make this an advantage and study together.” he offered, it was so unlikely for him to study before history exam because even without studying he’s sure that he’ll ace it no matter what. Until, Mr. Beilschimidt, “—so you know Mr. Beilschimidt, is he also your history teacher?.” He wasn’t sure why he reminded himself of his history teacher, but then he genuinely wanted to help Maddie and was thinking that maybe giving her a reviewer would help. He have done same things to people before, his self made reviewer is a real huge help being how accurate it was. It resembles a teacher’s lesson plan. He’s completely sure that Maddie will pass the test if she manage to get a reviewer like that.”So, I was thinking you should tell me the part where you are having difficulty, I can make a reviewer for you to study. It wasn’t difficult I assure you. I will only give you easiest definition extracted from the longs definitions on the book.”

this is the only way he think that Maddie would get an easiest way to review for her exams and maybe he could tell a story about Canadian history to her. I always loved that part of history.

But it was when Maddie started talking about food, his stomach grumbled again. His stomach knows really how to embarrass him. He eyed the cinnamon rolls he bought, it looks delectable enough to cause his mouth to water. Unknowingly, he pinched a bit and put it in his mouth only squirm against it awesome taste. “Oh! wow! that was delicious!” he exclaimed and look at Maddie. “Are you the one behind baking this stuff Maddie?” he asked, it was only a guess because Maddie was talking about baking stuffs earlier. “This is delicious, I mean my pancakes and maple syrup is awesome but this is also awesome.” Matthew love sweets and the cinnamon rolls he tasted will probably going to be one of his favorites. “—and my favorites will always be pancakes and maple syrup…but are you sure you’ll be okay with it?”

Maddie tilted her head to the side. “Mr. Beilschimidt? Yes, I do have him for history. He’s a good teacher, honest, it’s just sometimes he says something and it goes over my head. I should probably ask him for help…but…” She fidgeted a little bit, afraid to admit the next part. “…he frightens me a little. Sometimes I think he’s mad at me.” It doesn’t really take much to intimidate Maddie, and Mr. Beilschimidt does scare her. Just a little. Even though she knows he’s not trying to. That’s why she really appreciated Matthew’s help. Matthew was even going to make a review sheet? Thinking back to her last class, Maddie tried to recall the parts she had the hardest time understanding. Recalling a couple of times she got lost in class, she mentioned them to Matthew, extremely thankful for the help. “…but one of my biggest problems is keeping the dates straight. All those numbers just get mixed up in my head.” She finished with a sigh, leaning back a little to look up at Matthew.

Noticing Matthew staring at the cinnamon rolls, Maddie anxiously waited to see his reaction. Hopefully he liked them, she did help make them after all. His reaction after trying a bite made her giggle and blush at the same time. “Yep! I’m one of the bakers down at the bakery. It’s exhausting, especially since I normally get there at around two in the morning or so to start baking, but seeing people’s faces light up when they like my food is one of the best feelings ever.” Still grinning, Maddie couldn’t help but skip for a couple of steps as she talked. She may not be very talented at much, so hearing people enjoy her food always made her day a little brighter. “Wait, you like maple syrup?” Surprised, she smiled up at him. “I hardly meet anyone here who has even tried good maple syrup! Most people use that fake sugar water.” She shuddered and stuck her tongue out at the thought of fake syrup. “I can make you some proper Canadian pancakes with maple syrup, if you’d like. And maybe some of my maple cookies too, eh?” Maddie laughed to herself. “Sorry if I keep going on and on about it…my mom jokes that I have maple syrup instead of blood, especially since I like to add it to everything.” Maddie was a little surprised at how much she was talking. Normally she was rather quiet, but something about Matthew made her just chatter away. Hopefully she wasn’t annoying him.

Yes, that was he expected from one of Mr. Beilschimidt students, he frightens his student for some reason that he emanates a scary aura around his student. Although, it was the thing the first attract Matthew to him. He brushed off the thoughts about Johann Beilschimidt, he was more eager to help Maddie in her study to think about his history teacher. “Mr, Beilschimidt can be frightening, I know that most of the students calls him Hitler, and he’s German. It suited,eh?” he joked ,although his heart sank at his own joke. ” You can ask me instead, Mr. Beilschimidt is busy planting his plants.. also his garden is rumored to be a cemetery for slackers students.” like him, intentionally though. He was lucky that Mr. Beilschimidt didn’t bury him yet at his garden. But it’s not his intention to frighten Maddie, he was merely making jokes so he could endure the pain that includes his history teacher. He masked a wide smile to hide the bitterness, he just hoped Maddie won’t notice anything.”—also those history dates are easy to memorize when defines in a shortest term, I’ll make it easier for you.”

But when Maddie, mentioned  maple syrup  to him Matthew immediately look back at her, fascinated. “Wow..yes you are right Canadian maple syrup is the best I always store some bottles in my room for my pancakes. Even those syrup from Vermont can’t rival the real Canadian maple syrup!” he beamed, and the sudden gush of excitement rouse from him. He was suspecting that Maddie is a Canadian from the beginning,but this when his suspicion actually became reality, he must be sure. “Are you by any chance a Canadian?” Matthew asked, he was 99.9 percent sure but he would like to hear it from Maddie.

hoodedbunny:

lanseauxkanata:

“Cherries are not only for girls..that means v-card Gil.” he laughs lightly  while explaining things at him, his roommate’s confidence probably deteriotated by now. He’d known Gilbert for a long time and knowing how high he’s ego. He probably won’t deemed that he’s far experienced in sex than him and put him into various test before he believes it. “I am not a sex god Gil, I only know how to do proper sex.” he corrected, his hand waving in dismissal.

“As for moody and grumpy lover…hmm.. that is simple. Those type don’t usually submit to forceful lovemaking„try to take it more gently. Kiss his neck..they love their neck being lapped at.„earlobes are also their weak spots.,if you are creative enough you’ll also go down to chest area if you know what i mean. You could only do that when you are initiating sex to them. Take him as gently as you can., sex comes naturally after.” he explained followed by a meaningful grin.”—and don’t forget.. while making out you should caress his bum and grind against him. He won’t notice that until he’s completely aroused…he could only want you more and will tell you not to stop what you are doing..also explore his hot spots.”

“O-oh.. I knew that, just testing to you.” No matter how obvious, it was better to deny than give Matthew the satisfaction of making a complete dunce out of him. It also didn’t change Gilbert’s new way of seeing his roommate— a sex god. If not a god, the rank second best to it. With his references, how can he not be? Cue, blushing cheeks.

The albino suddenly listened intently at every word his roommate was saying. The image was too vivid, it was in fact, disturbing. While he sat there on the ground, looking up at his ‘teacher’, he felt very stupid and and clueless. At least he did one thing right— neck kissing. “Hot spots…” He muttered to himself and tried remembering those certain spots that stirred a special reaction on his partner. And then he remembered something— the curl. “Say… any chance hair can arouse someone?”

“Do you even know where the hot spots is? Neck is one but there are several others who could give intense pleasure when making love..or making out.” He adjusted his glasses and sits properly in his bed, and look intently at Gilbert,the kind of look you give to your dumbstruck student not your  best friend who shifts awkwardly while listening to the explicit teachings that you are saying.

“The basic ones are neck, ear, scalp„fingers and back bone…especially the backbone could be an erogenous zone too. If you caressed your lover’s back repeatedly, in the right spot, he will submit to you in no time..or like drawing circles on his back while kissing.” he crosses his arms and raised a brow at Gil’s question,”—I think you are talking about the stray hair,like this?” he points at his own ahoge,”—yes, hair curls like this could be an erogenous zone when pulled , this is one of my erogenous zone…But.. I must warn you, in case you’d be curious and try to pull my curl. I jump anyone when I’m aroused and my tongue is not only talented for speaking ******* words. It could be talented in other things too, like making you feel good when you least expected it. Now I hope we are clear Gilbert.” Matthew has took his precautions and warned Gilbert, because knowing his vast curiousity he might jump him and pull his curl. 

psychofactz:

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orgoglio-meridionale:

lanseauxkanata:

Matthew was on his way back to his dormitory. He bought salmon for his polar bear pet and was expecting that he was famished. He trudge along the sidewalk and was only half-way near the dormitory entrance when he saw someone looking at Kumajiro who apparently resting on the entrance door. It wasn’t long enough when the brunette jumped away when his pet look up at him. Matthew rushes towards the brunette, it seems that he got scared of his pet. He approached him in attempt ask for apology for Kumajiro’s behaviour.. “Bonjour.. Are you alright?..” he asked immediately upon reaching him.

The polar bear has an owner?! And is a student at this school? Lovino stared in shock, looking at the man before him and then back at the polar bear. Not really sure what to say, he just backed away a little, looking confused. “S-Si, I’m alright. That’s… yours?” He asked hesitantly, pointing at the polar bear in front of them. “I mean… aren’t pets prohibited at school?”

“Qui, that’s my pet.. I’m sorry did he startled you?” he was sure that Kumajiro startled the brunette just basing from his expression. It wasn’t new to him, but nevertheless, it was actually unusual that someone like him is keeping a polar bear as a pet, not to mention that he’s bringing it with him at school. “It was prohibited..but no one have noticed it yet…unless you’ll tell someone about it. He’s harmless…don’t worry.” he assured the brunette, because in actuality Kumajiji is just a lazy polar bear.

ausaitispalaima:

lanseauxkanata:

“Does it matter if I was?. He won’t notice me anyway. You probably know who I am talking to.” He buried his face onto his palm. He was in a brink of tears, hiccuping to restrain himself from crying. “I kept this for a long time, please don’t tell anyone Mr. Laurinatis. You probably know how I feel since you are in love with someone who is younger than you.”

“I will try my best to forget him now if there are other ways possible. My feelings for him wont be going anywhere. That’s what I learned from chasing him secretly for years now. I haven’t got near him I always stayed  outside his border.” he went on his endless tirades like a flowing water, not talking about it to anyone has taken a toll on him and erupted like a dormant volcano.

“I know” he started, looking at his crying eyes. “I..- already have an idea who you were talking about and rest assured my mouth is quiet together with that secret of yours” he said, scratching the side of his chin. “But are you sure about that? You’re not going to tell at least to that person about your feelings? Even if you find a new person to love, you might still regret it and carry it in your entire life, just don’t expect too much though, since, he’s  a very unpredictable person and the more you expect the more you’ll just get hurt.” Right, that reminds him of a certain person who was very unpredictable as well that made his past months tiring. 

“You’ve been chasing this person for years  yet you’re going to leave it behind like nothing happened? Aren’t you a masochist one?” Look who’s talking. “You should think about it more carefully, Williams. Even if you already know the possible answer still tell it.”

“That’s why I am not expecting..Mr. Laurinatis. You know how much this feelings gets me tired every time.” this might be a pessimistic kind of thinking but it was Johann Beilschimidt after all. He felt barred every time he’s around him, however, his habit of staring didn’t stop and he sacrificed his grades just for him to notice him. It was still not enough, Matthew sighed more deeper this time.

” I think it’s for better Mr. Laurinatis. A relationship between student and a teacher is forbidden…If i ever got the chance to be with him Mr. Beilschimidt’s reputation will we smeared. He might lose his job because of me. I don’t want that to happen.”

hoodedbunny:

lanseauxkanata:

“Qui, when I was 14..with a nice girl. She’s older than me so…yeah I learned a lot of things from her and been doing that ever since..I only stopped a year ago for some reason.” he explained, although he can’t tell that he stopped doing it because of his brother Johann. “Mine doesn’t matter now.. What matters now is yours..when are you planning to pop your cherry? It concerns me. So I have to make sure you have good time with it.”

He chuckled for a bit and sits on his bed, crossing his legs. “I am glad you get it. Cuz I don’t want to elaborate any longer.”He was acutely aware that he messed with Gilbert’s head real hard this time. Who would have thought. There was always sayings that silent ones are lethal.”— I could only offer you help and tips, do’s and don’ts though but the rest you’re on your own.”

“I DON’T HAVE A CHERRY, I’M NOT A GIRL!” As if his face wasn’t flustered enough, it just doubled at the very mention of his sex life and the new found concerned his roommate had for it. Not to mention the offered help… “Since when were you a sex god?” He asked out of exasperation over this streak of confidence in the topic. Of course, if he looked around, he’ll realize how he deems himself like that. Damn closet pervert. But he had to admit he was— intrigued. Last time he and Vino… did some things. His obviously lack of exp couldn’t have been more obvious then.

“Yeah well if you’re such an expert, got anything for a moody, grumpy b— partner?” He blurted out, turning away, arms crossed as he seated himself on the floor as if this was some mentoring session and Matt was his sensei. 

“Cherries are not only for girls..that means v-card Gil.” he laughs lightly  while explaining things at him, his roommate’s confidence probably deteriotated by now. He’d known Gilbert for a long time and knowing how high he’s ego. He probably won’t deemed that he’s far experienced in sex than him and put him into various test before he believes it. “I am not a sex god Gil, I only know how to do proper sex.” he corrected, his hand waving in dismissal.

“As for moody and grumpy lover…hmm.. that is simple. Those type don’t usually submit to forceful lovemaking„try to take it more gently. Kiss his neck..they love their neck being lapped at.„earlobes are also their weak spots.,if you are creative enough you’ll also go down to chest area if you know what i mean. You could only do that when you are initiating sex to them. Take him as gently as you can., sex comes naturally after.” he explained followed by a meaningful grin.”—and don’t forget.. while making out you should caress his bum and grind against him. He won’t notice that until he’s completely aroused…he could only want you more and will tell you not to stop what you are doing..also explore his hot spots.”

shycanadian:

lanseauxkanata:

He’s about to ask something in return but he’d rather keep it for himself. He was quite aware that he’s giving Maddie some difficulty  already. He’d rather not to push another one, he doesn’t want the girl to feel more awkward around him. So he paused a thought, the ardor feels he got for knowing the girl better is enough to throw him into a sea of scalding waters. It must be better if he stopped and laugh along with it for the meantime and due to the course of time he’d know better about her. Take it slowly his thoughts said, besides he only knew the girl earlier and it wasn’t even a whole day since they met. He held on her books,examining it with ease. Junior history and politics.. he was far more knowledgeable in this kind of  subject, like embedded naturally on his brain and flowing like water in his blood. If he could described how much he loved history these piles of books wasn’t enough for him to feed into its knowledge. He has more resources. 

He glanced down to Maddie, hearing that she are delighted to accept his offer made Matthew more delighted in two folds. But what he didn’t expect is the sudden hug from her. Matthew is crucial when it comes to space, given that he always stays alone he just don’t share space with anyone other than Kumajiro and Gilbert, rarely so. But with Maddie, he felt his brain short-circuited for a while, causing his brain stop functioning and shivers sent down his spine. It was a surprise and left him unguarded, though he hoped that Maddie didn’t notice his sudden disclosure. Sure he had hugged girls before,not just even hug but a hug like this one sent his heart on throat, enough to feel his earlobe burning already. It took him a minute or so to catch up to reality again. “Uhm.. ah qui! I’m glad to help you with it. When is your test? Maybe I’d sit down with you for an afternoon tea and teach you the part where you think you are failing.” It was an accident, result from a short circuiting brain but before he even get to think about it. It’s like he asked for a date already.

Oh goodness, Maddie was still a little flustered from her impromptu hug with Matthew. She probably made the poor boy feel so awkward! Sometimes when she got really excited she just didn’t think! Trying to banish her slight blush, Maddie finally tuned back into her surroundings when Matthew started speaking. “A-ah, well, it’s not until next week. I just knew I-I was going to struggle with it, so I was trying to get a head’s start on studying.” Her mom called her a bit of a nerd, but grades were important! Afternoon tea? She had just assumed Matthew would want to go to the library…but…it might be really nice to go somewhere else to study. A little voice in the back of her mind mentioned how similar this was to a date, but Maddie quickly banished it. Matthew was just being kind and offering to help her study. She didn’t want to accidentally do something stupid because she was reading too much into it.

“So, what do you think of the cinnamon rolls?” Matthew’s stomach had been growling quite loudly earlier, so hopefully he was doing a bit better with some food. She would definitely have to find out what Matthew liked so she could bake him something as a thank you present for all of his help. Maybe some maple cinnamon meringues with some toasted almonds or simple peanut butter maple cookies? Maple syrup made everything better. Even though, she should probably make sure he even likes maple syrup before she starts adding it to everything. It’s not like a lot of people are used to the pure syrup anyway. “Umm…is there anything in particular you like? For me to bake, I mean…”

He wasn’t quite recovered from all the flustering yet, but somehow it manage to submerge in due time, clearing his throat Matthew got all the information he needed. “So you have the same exam date as I am? We could  make this an advantage and study together.” he offered, it was so unlikely for him to study before history exam because even without studying he’s sure that he’ll ace it no matter what. Until, Mr. Beilschimidt, “—so you know Mr. Beilschimidt, is he also your history teacher?.” He wasn’t sure why he reminded himself of his history teacher, but then he genuinely wanted to help Maddie and was thinking that maybe giving her a reviewer would help. He have done same things to people before, his self made reviewer is a real huge help being how accurate it was. It resembles a teacher’s lesson plan. He’s completely sure that Maddie will pass the test if she manage to get a reviewer like that.”So, I was thinking you should tell me the part where you are having difficulty, I can make a reviewer for you to study. It wasn’t difficult I assure you. I will only give you easiest definition extracted from the longs definitions on the book.”
this is the only way he think that Maddie would get an easiest way to review for her exams and maybe he could tell a story about Canadian history to her. I always loved that part of history.

But it was when Maddie started talking about food, his stomach grumbled again. His stomach knows really how to embarrass him. He eyed the cinnamon rolls he bought, it looks delectable enough to cause his mouth to water. Unknowingly, he pinched a bit and put it in his mouth only squirm against it awesome taste. “Oh! wow! that was delicious!” he exclaimed and look at Maddie. “Are you the one behind baking this stuff Maddie?” he asked, it was only a guess because Maddie was talking about baking stuffs earlier. “This is delicious, I mean my pancakes and maple syrup is awesome but this is also awesome.” Matthew love sweets and the cinnamon rolls he tasted will probably going to be one of his favorites. “—and my favorites will always be pancakes and maple syrup…but are you sure you’ll be okay with it?”

hoodedbunny:

lanseauxkanata:

“Who taught you sex ed Gil? ” he ponders why his room mate is acting like a virgin in front of him, or was he? “Wait…wait a second? don’t tell me you still haven’t popped your cherry yet? Did you ever get to a home base?”  Now he knew that he wasn’t getting all the things that he’s saying, Matthew facepalmed. 

“Poking hole means you’ll gotta shove your **** into your lover *** , then you guys are now happily ever ******..” as he goes explaining all the innuendos in explicit detail.” bottom or top, means you’re a bottom if you are the receiver and top means the giver.. and snowing in june means giving a ******** to your partner making him ****..Get it?”

“NO ONE TEACHES THAT KIND OF SEX ED! A-and what?!” Okay. So he IS  a virgin. But if he was mocking him about it right now, did that mean Matthew scored one way before him— the world really isn’t like how he imagined it to be. “So you mean to tell me…you…already…”

But before he could even finish what he was trying to say, Matthew went on and on about how he should do this and that, and all Gilbert could do was shift uncomfortable, the image all too clear in his head. He knew some of those stuff but the way Matt was telling him just made his mind explode. “………..give me a second to just… yeah I get it… I get it alright…” His head was spinning. It was as if Matt planted a porno vid in his head and played it on loop, forcing him to learn how to do this and that.

 

“Qui, when I was 14..with a nice girl. She’s older than me so…yeah I learned a lot of things from her and been doing that ever since..I only stopped a year ago for some reason.” he explained, although he can’t tell that he stopped doing it because of his brother Johann. “Mine doesn’t matter now.. What matters now is yours..when are you planning to pop your cherry? It concerns me. So I have to make sure you have good time with it.”

He chuckled for a bit and sits on his bed, crossing his legs. “I am glad you get it. Cuz I don’t want to elaborate any longer.”He was acutely aware that he messed with Gilbert’s head real hard this time. Who would have thought. There was always sayings that silent ones are lethal.”— I could only offer you help and tips, do’s and don’ts though but the rest you’re on your own.”

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